I CANT

I cant deal with static life right now! It's killing me.

I'm so unsettled on the inside. so ancy. i need to go on tour so badly. i want to work on a tour. that is 100% what i want to be doing.

and i hate hearing about warped tour because i wont be on it. worst feeling ever. i get so mad and sad when I hear people talking about it, which is always bc of work and friends.

I want to go on a big production tour. reaallllllyyyy badly.

but i do love my job. just not right now. i dont want to be here now. i want to be everywhere.

i get nauseous thinking about it.

i wish i was hannah montana so i could have the best of both worlds.