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Sunday, May 31, 2009

funny glee clip.

not even in my dreams

I had a dream that I was dating Kevin Jonas (middle). but its my DREAM. why wasn't I dating Joe (left)?!

I think i was talking to kevin trying to get to joe, but just ended up hanging with kevin.

come on dream, you can do better than that.

big hangs in prospect park today.

warped hangs in central park next weekend.

Friday, May 29, 2009


mmm i bought this sea breeze candle today. it smells gooood.

at least my room is still all here..

im listening/watching a jbros cd preview:

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

good things are in space

Saw Star Trek tonight with Matt. Sooo good. Chris Pine is amazingly gorgeous.

I want to go to space.

Monday, May 25, 2009


sweet cast brian reddy painted for keep a breast. awesome.

Outplay 2009. wrote about it a couple posts ago. this was one of the games a different team made up.

Allison's on a mother f'in boat.

and in an intense truck

Saturday, May 23, 2009

wet suit

A wet suit to freak people out. kind of mean.

they have more here:

google maps is funny

i was playing with google maps and looking at the street views, and i went to my old apt, 119 st. marks place, ny, ny...and i went west on the street and found a group of people watching a man arguing with a cop who is giving him a parking ticket:


Friday, May 22, 2009


slumdog millionaire is so good. we watched it tonight. i had a steady stream of tears. its so sad. the first time i saw it, it was a lot happier.

i canceled my flight to cali today, that sucked. but now i get to see good old war maybe, so thats good.

im super emo today for no reason.

i also thought it was friday all day. its not. its thursday. so each time i realized it was thursday, that sucked too.

things are clearing out of the apartment, that sucks. i dont want to buy random things for 3 months. eff. thats a whole nother story...

i should go to bed.

today was gorgeous. matt made me dinner and we watched glee and i ate his left over brownies :)

i need to do laundry.

life is really sad sometimes. i hate it when i don't appreciate things enough. i complain WAY too much, and i know that, but i never stop. i always go back to the things that make me mad or sad or whatever. life is so weird. i always think that. it's going to end for everyone, why it cant it be more equal for everyone? why do some people have to live on the streets and get ignored when they're asking for help while others live in mansions with a whole staff waiting on their every call? the idea of communism, while it has its flaws, isn't so bad in it? tweak it up a little bit and just make life fair and equal, but happy and motivated. maybe. i dont know. i dont like how some people have it so hard and i complain because my subway is late to take me shopping or something stupid like that. and i complain because i have to work 5 days a week for 8 hours a day and all i want to do is take days off. i need a reality check.

and i hate that people take jobs they dont love. i understand the importance of money, but if you work 80 hr weeks and have no time for anything but work that stresses you out, what's the point?

its all temporary. its all gone once you die. which could be in 5 minutes or in 78 years. either way, it all comes to an end.

...then what?

Thursday, May 21, 2009


i'm pretty positive this show was created for my enjoyment. I used to stand outside of hairspray to take pictures with matthew morrison. i loved him. and lea michelle was soo good in spring awakening. i love broadway.

went to trivia night with allison at croc lounge. i am so so so so terrible at trivia.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009


...She forced me to take photobooth pictures at the Green Day show to prove to people that we're friends.

green day at webster hall

stole it from jes. it was great. thanks mikey :)

they played their new album, 21st century breakdown, then they played all old stuff after.

I got my basketcase! that's all i've ever wanted from them for years and years. it was perfect. and king for a day.

Billy Joe is quite the entertainer. excellent show. my first green day experience was pretty excellent.

ko and i took photo booth pics, i'll put those up tomorrow. they're pretty special. not gunna lie.

san diego on friday - maybe no doubt that night? playboy mansion saturday. chill sunday and monday. learn how to cast one of those days. fly home tuesday.

good deal.

and good night.

Monday, May 18, 2009

outplay 2009

today jon cheese, laura and i did this thing in central park called outplay.

and basically you show up and there are taped off areas, those are your fields. they put you into teams, give you a couple restrictions and some props, then you make up a game.

there are a few teams, and you have like 2 or 3 hours to actually make the game up and explain it to the ref of your field, then you go around and play everyones games.

ours was the best. it was very involved. this is what it was:

it was called "kelly clarkson tossing blindly"

we had 4 "zipcodes" which were just corners
and we had a hula hoop, frisbee, and silk things we made into blindfolds.
To get from zipcode 1 to 2, one member of the team had to stand in the 2nd zc and one at a time, each person on your team had to get the hula hoop around the person (they couldnt move their feet), then throw the frisbee through the hula hoop.
once everyone on the team did that, they get a point. its a race between 2 teams

to get from 2 to 3, one person takes the hula hoop and jump rope to the other side with it, stand in it, and throws the frisbee to everyone at the other side
if they catch it, they can take 3 steps toward you and throw it back, but cant move from their spot. the whole team needs to get over to you.

once everyone is over, you play the 3rd round, where you blindfold someone, throw the hula hoop and frisbee onto the field and give them instructions on how to get them. they need to get to the other side, so you keep throwing the stuff and blindfolding someone else on your team until they cross the line.

then the last part is marco polo, but you have to pick a number out of a bag and thats how many steps you can take whenever you get tagged by your team mate.

one team yells kelly - clarkson, the other marco-polo.

so if i picked 5, i can only take 5 steps everytime my blindfolded teammate gets me
and when everyone crosses the line its over and you win!

it was so fun. my camera died, so no pics.

then we went to play bingo. jes and jenna won. wooo!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

i have a crush on....

Asher Roth came into the studio today. I have a crush on him. I can't help it. I honestly didn't think I would. So cute. and super nice.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

so perfect

i love him. he's perfect.

im on a boat and

Monday, May 11, 2009


Bingo was so fun this week! there weren't too many of us, but it was great. It was me, Laura, Mo, Jon Cheese, Jon's friend danielle, and for the last round of bingo forest and another dude from hellogoodbye. I won the first round and this was my prize (edited for those under 18...):

Then Jon won a round, he won a swine flu mask, and mo won, but he tied with like 3 other people! He reaaalllyy wanted the skull book too! But they gave it to a girl who won. booo. But 3 wins at our table is a pretty big deal.

Then on the subway home i shared music with Laura's friend and that ruled.

All in all, a freaking awesome night to make up for my ridiculous morning.

happy mothers day! Sorry i didnt come home mom.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

dear jesica

this is for you:


Erica's flight back to San Diego is this morning. She called a car for 7:15 am. She had been packing and carrying all her things down, and I got up and stepped outside my door to offer to help....the door shut and locked us out!!!! None of my roommates are home!

I went to our roof and tried to come down the fire escape into our apartment, but there are walls up on the roof and you can't get to the front fire escape.

I'm freaking out and I feel TERRIBLE!

So we ran down to the street because her car was here and explained the situation. I asked to borrow her phone so I can call a locksmith, but then I decided I was going to try to pull the ladder for the fire escape down on the ground floor.

2 people who were observing out situation walked by (still like 7:15 AM) on their way to church and told us the landlord actually lived in the building (i thought he lived somewhere not even in our area....). They had his number and called him. He picked up! They had him open his door for me so I could climb through his window and go up the fire escape from there.

He let me into his apartment and struggled to get the window open. After moving the window locks around a little (my heart is beating at probably a million beats per second so it felt like 3 years) the window opened! I stood on a broken chair, climbed out of his window and went up the rusty fire escape to my floor. I pulled up the screen and threw up the window, jumped into my apartment and sprinted to the door and eagerly pulled it open for erica to get in.

She got the rest of her belongings, hopped in the car, and took off for the airport.

THAAANNNKKKK GOOODNEESSS the windows were open last night!

...of course i lock myself out when someone has a plane to catch to cross the country.

after the very exciting Sunday morning event and blogging about said event, it is 7:47 am. I'm going to sleep.





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Saturday, May 9, 2009

love it

saw this on ellen. died laughing:

watch out dude.

Friday, May 8, 2009

bid yo.


Keep A Breast  auctioning custom drum kit online at 
your bid today on a one of a kind DARK HORSE PERCUSSION drum kit with
Remo drum heads and custom art by KILL BRAND for the KEEP A BREAST
FOUNDATION, and two tickets to the Vans Warped Tour. All proceeds from
this auction will benefit the KEEP A BREAST FOUNDATION and their youth
outreach efforts. This custom drum kit was played and autographed at
the 2009 Bamboozle Festival in New Jersey.

Autographed by:
Gwen Stefani (No Doubt)
Adrian Young(No Doubt)
Tom Dumont (No Doubt)
Tony Kanal (No Doubt)
Jake Bundrick (Mayday Parade)
Sonny Moore (Sonny)

Played by:
Danger Radio
Runner Runner
Straylight Run
Forgive Durden
Mercy Mercedes
Versa Emerge
Dance Gavin Dance

The winner of this auction will also win 2 tickets to the WARPED TOUR to any city in the US & Canada of their choice!

Kit dimensions are as follows:
10x12 Rack Tom
16x16 Floor Tom
16x22 Bass Drum
8x14 Snare Drum

Keep A Breast Foundation™ is a 501 (c) (3) non-profit organization. Our
mission is to help eradicate breast cancer by exposing young people to
methods of prevention, early detection and support. Through art events,
educational programs and fundraising efforts, we seek to increase
breast cancer awareness among young people so they are better equipped
to make choices and develop habits that will benefit their long-term
health and well-being.

Approximate value of this prize is $3000.
Watch video from Bamboozle 2009  with some of the bands playing the kit !!!

Jake from Mayday Parade:

Mercy Mercedes:


Sean from Sonny


Thursday, May 7, 2009


went to a yankees game tonight with Jon Cheese and Erica. Yanks lost, but it was a good 10 inning game.

i need the morning not to come ever. i don't want to wake up.


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

gavin rossdale

went to see gavin rossdale tonight at blender, and he was really good! Ran into a bunch of friends there, yay :)

he played a bunch of bush songs, he's so high energy, his accent is adorable, and his little kid is the cutest thing ever. i didn't get to see kingston, but i guess he was backstage...he's on tour with dad. cute!